Queen of Pentacles

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Interested in reading an excerpt from Seasons Change and So Do We book 2 called,  "The Beast In Theze Streetz"? 

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Broken down from the floor up is all I was while he was here and even more when he left. I knew it was for the best but as time crept by all I could feel was more heart pain. Seeing the sun seemed so far fetched for all I could see were the gray clouds. If only I can make it til tomorrow. If only I can make it til tomorrow.

Tomorrow comes and then I secretly say to myself again, “If only I can make it til tomorrow. I will make it til tomorrow.” I can't explain my experience with this monster whom only seem/seemed to see his own pain...his own experience(s) with me but not mine. I know him so well.

He's only a pawn making me pay for past discretion with someone else in another life way before us. Getting into that past part of my life is for another time yet is so relevant to “why” so much pain exists today.

I'm strong.

I'm the Queen of Pentacles. There is nothing I can't be, know, or do. It's only a matter of me making it til tomorrow.

I find myself getting stronger day by day

I know he's feeling the loss of me because he LOVEs me... I'm the Queen of Pentacles.

I'm not bragging. Why should I? Not while living in this mess.

There is no reason to brag. Believe it or not, I just accepted who I am although many knew and felt I knew her all the time.

I did not.

Really. I knew there was something oh so special in me and all around me.

Thank God she was there/is here.

Thank God!

Without the shadow of the Queen walking where I have walk(ed), only she and God knows where I would be. I need this moment of the Queen's full debut. Right now. Give me a glimpse once again Queen.

She has been showing up more and more each day and staying by my side longer and longer.

The season of embracing her, oh yes,

my Queen-ness is right around the corner. I'll call her forth with the voice of my soul.

I'll breathe in and out daily beckoning her love, wisdom, beauty, and peace to come forth.

She is here. She is here. She lives here.

I must grab all of her. She awaits my grasp. I know she does. I feel she does. She always has and always will. There is a secret she must reveal.

She tells me of all the abuse I've endured at the hands of me and at the hands of him. The abuse was spiritual she says. I can't go back to such abuse. There is no surviving repeated visitation of abuse, she says.

No more!

I hear her say, Even a queen's heart dies under that kind of attack.

“Remember,” the queen says to me very discretely,

Remember that you are...

a mature spiritually grounded female, a businesswoman, with a high social status/a social butterfly, generous, loyal, prosperous, successful, financially independent, financially stable, wealthy, sexy, a homemaker, likes the finer things in life, down to earth, organized, sensible, practical, no-nonsense, kind, welcoming, nurturing, a healer, and most of all...a wonderful mother.

Seasons Change and So Do We

When Bloggers, Vloggers, and Podcasters UNITE

On 3 August 2009 I got one of my creative sparks.  Like many of my creative sparks, I didn't think twice or ask my angels for greater insight.  I only followed the instructions.  Over the years I have gotten quite used to moments like this. I used to wonder about all the ins and outs of such moments but not on 3 August 2009.  The instructions were way too clear to give thought to anything other than getting the job done.  Because I had so much clarity, I knew everything and everyone would fall in line as long as I allowed spirit to lead.  

About Your Host

Divine Instructions:

Reach out to other creative souls on social media and ask if they would like to share, barter, or trade blog/vlog/podcast space in order to feature each others businesses on social media.  Not only will our businesses gain attention but any products or services we offer will too .  All of this at no cost to those who decide to contribute to my blogs/vlogs.  You are reading correctly.  It is FREE!!!!!  Yes, there is no charge...at least not at this time.  However, there is no need to fret.  A warning will precede any financial changes.  For those who choose to remain consistent prior to any financial changes, will receive a gift from me.  For those who choose to remain consistent whether a fee is added to my blog/vlog will receive a gift and a discounted rate to the charge.

Submission Criteria at this time - 

Choose any category you are interested in.  There is no limit.  

Your submission must be clear, 

in line with the proper category (as much as possible), 

no limit to word count, 

no limit to video time, 

no profanity, 

proofread and edit all materials prior to submission, 

no plagiarizing,  

note all sources, give credit where credit is due,

 respect all individuals regardless of gender, race, religion, beliefs, sexual preference, etc.

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Check out blogs/vlogs before contributing:

Exhale to Excel - My very first blog.  I started this blog initially as a journal of anything I thought would interest my readers.  Nya's Project is my equal educational blog built to support my business, Nya's Project.  Exhale to Excel Book Review discusses "my opinion only" about new author's books.  Today's Lady Chaplain gives an insight on spirituality and different instances in life (how spirituality plays a role).   Lastly, A Black Woman's Guide to Financial Emancipation is all about money talk.

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Nikki Ruffin-Smith

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Peace and Blessings,

Nikki

Life Coach and Education Consultant